My Diaries

3rd February 2010

  There has been lots of things going on around these days. With placement session going on and tension looming on the minds of those who are yet to be placed, I being one of them, makes it kind of frightening at times. And I feel my case is just special, everyone might feel so with respect to them, but since its my blog, I will write what I feel :).

I have been seeing custom messages of people these days. some of the specimen. 

Bulbul:   one person ready to depart...............just 7 days with one of my best roomie(ex-roomie) P.S. miss u  dear.

Swapna:  I really gonna miss these place.....I m gonna miss my college days.

Minal:     last few days of college......................(sorry I don't remember the whole lines)

Its not that I don't know it has to get over. Some day this course had to complete and we had to leave. We all were so strangers when we came here, tried knowing or to put in better words understanding each other and developed a bond which grew stronger and stronger with time. We all would definitely miss these days. But as said, life goes on and all that I would do is pray that somewhere, somehow, sometime I do meet you people and probably then we will have more important and actually meaningful/serious issues things to discuss.

Leaving the happening of my college and having a look at the outside world. I read a news today, which talked of an Indian Girl, UMA JHA, who won the brightest brain award in Australia, at the age of 14 years and now would be participating in the international contest. Wished her luck!!!

And again as per my usual habit, started comparing myself to her and where I stand. I was way behind her, in fact I still stand there. The only thing that gave me a relief was, she might be good in her own ways but Im best in my own ways. 

Last few days, have also shown how human mentality works. How we get happy on the success of some of our close people. I also came to know the opposite of that, but didn't pay much attention to that since it was not my concern.

One more thing that has been bothering me is how would I adjust with new people in coming few months. I will have to shift coz my courses are soon to get over, and then I will have to leave hostel as well as my roommates and friends. I remember what happened to me when I went to Mundra for my summer's. M kind of busy preparing myself for that too....

Oh God!!!...I have my exams and m busy writing blogs...this shows how frustrated Im with studies now :)

P.S.: thanks Minal, Swapna and Bulbul

  the person for whom Bulbul's custom message was meant is Manpreet. I too will miss u Beti. LUV U.. TAKE CARE :)