For the past few days, I have been following the same routine daily, i.e., come early to the college, fully armed with laptop, books, copies and a mind frame to read.This is a tough task, after spending two years in ITM, I mean to sit with books, with the intention of studying them, I have been using them as sleeping pills always. So, my routing begins at 9:45 in the morning, when I rush out of my flat to catch bus at 9:50. Thanks to new and improved ITM administration and its cascading effect on the drivers too, who have made punctuality a habit nowadays. I reach college, and enter the library. Oh!! before I enter the library, I have to search my bagtand take out this I-Card and then the guard allows me to enter. Why would someone with brains, ever come to ITM, without any reason. (There are two assumptions in it: 1. ITM is not a place to be; and 2. Im a person with brain) The librarian must be happy now since he doesn't have to complaint "Sumitra, aap to kabhi library aate hi nahi". So, I sit in the library whole day, chat online, listen to music, watch videos, watch movies, read articles, pop in to other's blog, read newspaper (mumbai mirror), surf net for stupid topics and last but not the least, study!!! The only good part being, I sit in AC the whole day and I get a plug point reserved for my laptop the whole day.
When I talk of studies, maths has been driving me crazy nowadays. I know nothing, time, speed and distance seems to be the toughest thing to me (actually I don't find a logic or reason behing someone from management background calculating the speed of trains, boats and cycles. What are we to do with it?) Is it like we have less travelling allowance for people taking the trains that travel with more speed and vice versa. Or we have annual appraisal based on who goes against the target and who goes with the target (as in against and with stream). For around half an hour I sit with all these stupid thought and then I realize that I can't help it anyways, so I start (with lots of courage), going through maths book. Yes! going through, I read maths :(.
Inspite of this busy schedule I do take out time for wandering how different life would have been, hasdI continued with my CA thing. And then I remember this saying "let bygone be bygones".
I have two exams coming and though I have really less chances of making to both, I want to give my best :).
Hoping for the best.... is my mantra at this point of time, since I have no other options!
Its already 5:17 pm and Im sincerely waiting for 8 pm, so could go to the canteen, watch IPL for some time and then take a bus back to hostel and most importantly, get done with my today's schedule.
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